This is my first real blog. I am shy to write about anything because I don’t know who will be reading this. Once I get used to it, I will write more. This blog will detail my daily thought processes, as they are ever-changing and are very close to declaring me legally insane. Many times a day, I fondly think about running away to Mexico or somewhere else that is not here. I haven’t realized yet that I can’t run away from myself. If I would just learn to like myself a little more, it wouldn’t be so bad. The currents that I am swimming against are the destructive thoughts that my mind produces. At the moment, I feel like I am writing a letter to myself. Is that what blogging really is?